Blurb: Meredith, as a librarian and amateur stargazer, is hopelessly invisible, but with panic attacks and lapses in memory, perhaps its best. She desperately wants to be happy, but each time she believes life is getting better, everything goes to hell. She’s tired of being weak, but the mind blanks are becoming more frequent, panic attacks getting worse.
Sivenau is on a mission to Earth in order to find a mating solution, but while humans are best suited, copulation with them tends to drive his kind insane, literally. As one of three Kunachians with the ability to mindsweep, erasing a human’s memory of the experiments, Siv heads the missions. He has grown bored of the process until he enters Meredith’s mind. A possessive desire stirs inside him at her struggles. Females are to be cherished and loved, not hurt.
When Siv’s must trusted crewman states that this can be their last mission, suggesting he break protocol and copulate with Meredith, he is intrigued. Siv must decide whether risking his sanity, and Meredith’s life is worth the risk. He could be punished and lose her. Worse, without her, he could doom his planet to extinction forever.
Warning: This tale includes double penetration from a blue alien with two penises. Thought you should know.
Teaser: Strange voices in the background brought Meredith to a semi-conscious state. She blinked rapidly, trying to adjust to the dim light above. Was she in a hospital? She wondered as she tried to focus on the sterile environment surrounding her. The voices continued to talk in muffled tones, foreign dialects she couldn’t understand. Confusion reigned as she focused her eyes. Blurry forms emerged, slowly materializing as the haze disappeared.
Not a hospital! Oh, god, where am I?
She regained her faculties with her fight or flight reflex kicking in. She tried to flee, but jerked against restraints. One form stared at her and began to come closer. She blinked, unable to believe what she was seeing. A large being with royal blue skin and wide crystalline green eyes approached. He faintly resembled a human, but she knew he couldn’t be.
“No!” Meredith shouted and jerked at the manacles holding her. “No, stay away from me!”
The voices surrounding her continued to converse as if she wasn’t making a noise. Her vision became sharp and she realized all the other forms were similar, with some being a little smaller or a little taller. Some were wide, others narrow, much like humans in that they all differed. She took rapid breaths and continued to struggle as the strange creature came nearer, only a couple of feet away. She could see his face better now and it frightened her. “Stop, please, don’t touch me!”
“Shhhh.” His deep voice vibrated in her ear as he leaned close. “No harm will come to you.”
A rush of euphoria spread out, fanning over every inch of her body, as if his voice was a drug. She slowed the fight against the bands that imprisoned her and her breathing calmed. “Who, who are you?” she managed to rasp out, but fear still gripped her stomach.
“Merely a visitor,” he replied and his bright green eyes widened with interest.
“This isn’t real.” She felt limp and realized she could no longer move her arms or legs. Blinking her eyes, she tried to retain her focus.
“Shhh.” His voice tickled her ear again. She felt drunk and out of sorts.
Meredith watched helplessly, unable to form words as the life form summoned the others closer. There were six in all. Some held rectangular devices while others stood as casual observers. Tears welled in her eyes and it was the only faculty that seemed to work. Although she could no longer speak or move her lips, or any other part of her body for that matter, she could feel a tear fall, wetting her face. One of the beings spoke in an unintelligible language.
“Use the human’s dialect,” the largest that stood next to her barked with a harsh tone. “She needs to know we bring no harm.”
“She’s leaking,” the being replied and pointed at Meredith’s face.
“No, those are tears. She is frightened.”
All the beings nodded, two taking notes.
The being or man of sorts that stood next to her brushed the tear away and licked it from his finger. “Human tears contain saline.”
Nods were exchanged.
Meredith quivered from his touch, but lacked sufficient control of her muscles to pull away. He turned his attention back to her and studied her. Curiosity was evident in the way he looked at her. Despite the strange markings on his face, he was uniquely handsome. She stared at him as he gently brushed her hair back and placed his fingertips to the temples of her head. A pulse of energy radiated through her and she closed her eyes, fear once again crippling her.
“Men of your world differ from us,” he whispered and Meredith snapped her eyes open, catching a pained expression come over his harsh features. “Such a lovely creature shouldn’t be hurt. We would adore you, take care of you, and protect you.”
Another tear trickled down her cheek. What did he just do? Could he read her mind or see her thoughts?
“Come forth and complete your work.” The being motioned toward the group and they converged around her. “Venario, monitor the new recruits. We wouldn’t want them to lose their minds on their very first mission."
“Aye, sir,” Venario said with a curt nod and placed something on the side of each of the blue beings' heads.
“Are you ready, Drax?” the leader asked and a smaller, slimmer being nodded.
Strange monitors blinked when a probe touched her skin. A display at the other side of the room lit up with a female form outlined in a white light. Bizarre symbols began to appear beside arrows pointing to different regions. When she realized it wasn’t just any standard female form, but her own, she regained use of her lips and gasped.
“Shhh,” came the deep voice again. “Merely tests. Nothing to fear.”
Two sets of large blue hands began touching her skin, gently probing and squeezing. She looked down and noticed she was wearing the black and pink lingerie that left her open and exposed for them to see. They moved from her legs up over her stomach, lightly gliding over her ribcage, and over her nipples that protruded through the holes in the bra. Gasping from the strange combination of lust and fear, she closed her eyes with a warm rush of her excitement making her wet. The monitor began beeping loudly and she snapped her eyes open as the beings stepped away.
The one with a voice capable of drugging her began to chuckle. “She is aroused.”
Anger spiked in her gut and forced her voice to work. “Am not!”
“Initiate human response test,” the being in control with the intriguing voice ordered.
The two that stood near immediately began to work. One moved a small shiny table to her side. The other barked out an unusual word and the lights dimmed. Meredith blinked, trying to adjust to the lower light levels. Three of the blue creatures held their devices, the glow illuminating their abnormal coloring. Meredith watched with horror, unable to move or speak. Inside she was screaming and willing her body to move. A light musky scent began to fill the room. It was pleasant, intoxicating, and bizarrely soothing. She inhaled the fragrance and felt her body tingle. Her mind drifted and her breathing calmed. The sensation reminded of her of the dentist’s office when she had been given nitrous oxide. The fear subsided, although it still hovered in the back of her mind, replacing the masked fright, an attitude that no longer cared what happened overcame her.
“We’re ready to begin.” One of the beings standing near her spoke and all she wanted to do was laugh.
The leader of the group stood close and observed. Meredith guessed he was in charge, judging by how the others reacted to his commands. They offered no arguments, following his orders immediately after he gave them. He seemed calm, confident even.
A lighted bar above lowered and laser-like green light directed at her head and moved quickly down her entire body. The screen with her form became colored. Some regions were blue, while others were orange and red.
“Human response in three, two, one,” was spoken by the one called Drax. He dabbed a strange aqua-luminescent substance on her inner thigh.
Meredith felt a warm tremor build and she began to quiver.
“Leave us,” the leader ordered loudly and the other beings exited through a door that automatically slid open and closed behind them. He turned his attention back to her and smiled with his royal blue lips. “Yes, I smell your arousal and it has heightened my senses.” He breathed through his nose and it flared open. His eyes closed and he smiled, as if taking in the most wonderful scent he’d ever known.
When he opened his eyes again they had become bright yellow with small cat-like slits in the middle. Before Meredith could scream he placed his lips to her ear. “Shhhh.”
She whimpered under his control and was helpless to fight against him. Her body hummed with desire, tiny electric shocks pulsed against her skin with awareness flourishing to every extremity. Oh, god, I am aroused.
“I had to send the others away because they wouldn’t be able to control their lust for you. You’re an aphrodisiac to our kind. Your scent alone can drive us insane with desire,” he informed her while his eyes widened and glazed over with all colors of the rainbow before going back to the bright yellow hue. “I will give you back your power to speak if you will not scream. That noise not only harms our ears, but it also leads us nowhere.”
Meredith nodded and moved her lips. Somehow his voice was a drug that he could control when he spoke. However, the effects didn’t last long, she realized, because he had to keep shushing her when she was able to speak again. Strange, she thought and became fascinated by the being. “What do you want with me?”
“To learn,” he simply replied and stroked her arm.
“Curiosity mainly, but other than that, we are drawn to human women. My team is working to understand why.” He grinned and allowed his gaze to sweep over her body. “It would seem that the draw is mutual.”
“Pfft.” Meredith tried to act indifferent and ignored the desire that continued to dribble from her sex.
“You don’t believe?” he asked and fanned her nipple with his fingertip, immediately bringing it to a hard peak. A long, dark blue tongue flicked over her bud.
“No,” Meredith stated and inhaled a shaky breath. Trying to change the subject, she asked the first question that came to mind and writhed under the restraints. “What is your name?”
He chuckled loudly, amusement evident in his expression.
“Don’t you even want to know my name?” she asked.
“Tell me, please.” He played along.
“Meredith,” she replied and began to relax a little, if for no other reason than to keep from going into a panic attack. Just watching his eyes change from green to bright yellow scared the hell out of her enough.
“If you must know, I am called Siv.” He grinned while tracing her arm with his fingertip.
“Where are you from, Siv?”
“Kunach.” He angled his head as if bored by the questions. “A planet your human race doesn’t know exists.”
“So you’re here to find out why you desire human women so much?”
Siv laughed. “Also because I was bored, as you humans would say.”
Meredith noticed the longer she talked the more his eye color changed. Instead of bright yellow, they were fading and returning closer to their original color. One part of her was relieved to see the change, while the other knew what that meant: his desire was fading. “Do you want to know why I’m dressed like this?”
Siv shook his head and his eyes quickly changed to a fierce red. “I could see the past day of your life when I recorded your memories. A man who would treat you so poorly deserves to die.”
“No, don’t,” Meredith argued.
“Humans, you hate yet love all at the same time. Mysterious.”
“I don’t love him,” she stated as a tear fell. “I mean, I thought I did.”
“Yet he hurts you and you worry about his existence?”
“I don’t want anyone to hurt. I just want to be happy,” Meredith said with a sniffle, tears now streaming down her cheeks.
Siv placed his hands on her head and looked into her eyes. “Then I shall wipe him out of your mind.”
Before Meredith could protest, her eyes dried up and the emotional pain was gone. She struggled to understand what he'd just done to her and stared wide eyed at him. “What were we talking about?”
Siv’s eyes began to morph back to yellow. “Your arousal for me.”